Bye ~

27 Jul

Friends. Relink me.

I lost my password. Currently im using my hp to update.

Link me,

www.firdayanagoldilocks.wordpress.com

Alrighty.

Bye.

Racial Harmony Day.

23 Jul
Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.
Toady was Racial Harmony Day celebration.
It was fun.
I wore Kebaya Songket.
It was really hot.
And i wore 4inch heels. I bought it last year.
Few months didn’t wear that heels. Now i feel the pain.
My cute boyfriend wore Adrian’s Japan traditional costume, Kimono.
It was cute. He wore the Levi’s undergarment that i bought for him. I loike ~
So after school, went to class quickly changed. Went down to 5S2 meet boyfriend. He don’t want to go Solat Jumaat. I forced him. He say don’t want. He very stubborn. Then few seconds later he agreed and listened to what i said 🙂
Alhamdullilah.
So went out with Wani. Went for lunch and bought for Asyidiq waffle.
So i skipped my English remedial. Went to DNT workshop and take a look at my friends project. Heh.
I like Faheem’s one. Piggy bank. Very cute. Simple yet nice.
Asyidiq punya pun lawa. Tapi belum habis buat. Coooooool.
3.30pm went for my art class. 4.30pm Asyidiq asked me to meet at DNT workshop. So he want to spend time with me. We went to the canteen. He took my picture. And it was so not nice. I don’t like his phone camera. The quality is not good.
While he is inside the toilet. I was tired so i lay my head on the table. 1min later i looked up and turned to my right, he’s bag wasn’t there. I was panic. I looked around for him, he wasn’t there. Then i look back infront he was there laughing at me. And he say gotchaa, PUNK’D. That isn’t funny lah sayang. I fikir you dah jalan tinggalkan i.
So he want to go training.
Salam him. Bye. Wink.
I love my boyfriend a lot.
Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.

Dear friend.

22 Jul
Hey.
Why is it so difficult to find a good friend?
That’s the reason why i don’t have Best friend or Good friend.
I treat all the same.
But i do have two Good friend.
I told my form teacher that both of them are my Good friend but not Best friend.
Best friend won’t exist in my life, neither yours.
Sometimes friends cannot be trusted. So am i.
Each one of them are hypocrites & they talked about each other behind their back.
Sad isn’t it? ~
I am not in good terms with this guy.
He is very caring & loving person.
I do trust him.
I told him all my secrets.
Sometimes we message each other.
Frankly speaking, he UNDERSTAND me a lot.
He likes to help his friends.
He is really my Good guy friend.
We won’t be apart no matter we are not in good terms.
Kita sayaaaang awak 🙂
lol.
not talking about Asyidiq. K. Bye.

Beeeeeeeeee

20 Jul
School was good.
Was dismissed at 1pm. Went to Doremi to go for our break.
Went out with Nur Asyidiq Bin Sukarto.
After eating, boyfriend want to buy waffle.
Then walk back to school.
By 1415pm must be in school.
From 1415pm to 1630pm, we sit at the library.
I thought it’s gonna be bored. But i was wrong.
The Malay pupils that takes ‘O’ Level MT paper assemble in the library.
Sit there chit chat & more.
Boyfriend was very very very funny. Haha.
Then i have this game called Sex Position in my hp.
But it was actually True Or Dare game but the questions will be asked about Sex/Kiss & etc.
I played with boyfriend. Have to kiss him his cheeks then lips then he massage my neck & more.
Followed by Luqhman & Wani. HAHA! One of the dare question, Wani have to kiss Luqhman’s bicep. It was funny. It’s a privacy matters 🙂
Had our Listening Compre. It was okay.
After that went to Doremi and eat. With Wani, Hazwan, Luqhman, Alif, Asyidiq & me.
We talk talk talk. Then talked about the upcoming prom night, what r we gonna wear this Friday & more.
Hazwan randomly asked, ” Aku boleh imagine macam mana nanti korang kahwin “. Haha. Then we started talking about marriage, nak berapa anak, nak namakan anak apa. Haha. It was fun.
Then walked to the bustop with Alif, Hazwan & Asyidiq.
Boyfriend sent me home. Then spent time outside my house lift.
Hug. Very tightly. Kiss. Salam. Bye.
Aww, my boyfriend approached and ask me to go prom night with him.
I have a date ~

Despicable me.

18 Jul
Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.
Today plan want to fly kite.
Unfortunately it was raining.
Boyfriend wants to meet me & settle our problems.
After gym he fetched me at my house.
Went to Jurong Point.
Ate at banquet.
I bought Pandan slice cake & egg tart, he’s favorite.
It’s a surprise for him. But he saw it -.-
At the escalator, he kissed me & say thank you.
Walk here & there.
Bought tickets to watch movie, Despicable Me.
That movie was awesome. It’s very cute. Haha.
After movie, boyfriend send me back home. To the doorstep some more.
But right now, sitting infront of my study table, i think back & it’s different.
Different in what? Hais. It’s okay.
No sharing any of my problems anymore.
I’ll try to control.
Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.
Dafinah Hazwani, thank you so much for the post. Take care sweetheart 🙂

Meooow.

17 Jul
Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.
I am so tired. Just came back.
So, today went to several places.
In the morning till noon, went to Expo with Dad, Firman, Raffian, Andi & Kak Atiqa. The Andika’s performed there. Dad went back home. I followed my brother. I want to follow him not because of the guys but the variety of foods. The event is called Fresh Fruits & foods from Malaysia? Something like that. But seriously, it’s like we’re in Malaysia. Ada burger ramly, cupcake, keropok lekor & MORE. Not only foods, carpet, wedding planner, blouse, tudung & LOTS MORE. Serious, Dayana tak bedek okay. Tomorrow is the last day. So you people must go. Bring your nenek & your mama. They will confirm like that place.
Then walked to the backstage. Saw the Andika members. Malu aku. Then the champion for Si Cilik, Greenwood Pri. They get a Gold & Honour. Baguuuuus.
Then aku ternampak Alif. Haha! He cut his hair. Adam wasn’t there. He going to NS soon. Uhmm. They performed at the stage for 1 hour. Penat oooi. Then while they performing, i bought keropok lekor & ice Mango. Enaaaak deh.
Then went back home with Firman, Farah, Andi, Kak Atiqa, Raffian, Hassan, Azri, Faruq & an unknown guy. Took MRT. Then in the MRT Firman randomly talked to me and said that ” Adik. Haha. Iman nak ckp benda. Tadi kau sampai aku nampak Alif asik tgk kau. Apehal? ” HAHA! OMG. How would i know.
But overall, it was fun.
Then no plan so went back home.
Then went out tgk kuda kepang till 9.30pm. Best gilaaa. I was sitting on the ground. Then got this Kuda gi kat budak like my age, then budak tu dah kena rasuk. Then mak bapak dia worried. Abeh depan aku pula dia nak anoh. Then aku kena diri -.-
Once done, i sit down again.
Overall it was fun again.
Walked back home.
Tomorrow plan. Uhmm.. Entah eh.
Maybe nak fly our kite.
Nak ajak seseorang ni. Tapi dia nak keluar dgn orang lain atau dia belajar(macam paham).
It’s okay. It would be fun to fly kite alone & make friends with people around us.
He don’t allow me to contact him for TWO weeks.
He don’t care about me anymore.
He don’t mind me doing anything that are not supposed to do.
He is messaging with unknown girls.
It really hurt me a lot.
Dia tak tau apa yang aku rasa.
The time has come.
Very Soon.
Soon, Asyidiq is leaving me soon.
Yes.
It’s very sad to see that someone whom i love so much leaving me just like that.
Apa nak buat.
Kalau ada jodoh tak akan hilang ke mana.
Terserah dia.
Thats what he want & asked for since last time.
He have already decided that. He won’t change.
Dayana tengah sedih.
Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.
Dedicated to someone that i love.
Tiada Lagi By Amy Search.
Sia-sia sudah
Kita jalin cinta
Bila hati selalu berbeda
Sampai kapan lagi
Aku harus menahan
Rasa kecewa di dalam dada
Seandainya kita masih bersatu
Tak mungkinkan menyatu
Walau masih ada sisa cinta
Biarkan saja berakhir sampai
Di sini
Tiada lagi yang ku harapkan
Tiada lagi yang ku impikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa diri mu
Tiada lagi kata cintamu
Takkan lagi ku bersama mu
Biar ku simpan semua
Kenangan ku bersamamu

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16 Jul

Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.
School was good. Today Friday. Tomorrow Saturday. Can hooray-hooray like a Hooligans. Hahahahaha. I am so happy. I don’t know why. Everything was okay. I am still smiling even though my heart is aching. That’s mean i am strong & i am not weak. Right? Weee ~
Everyday i look forward for art class. I was so eager to go for art lesson nowadays. Why? Because i want to finish up my art -.-
Break time, went out with Sammy, Dzul, Acap, Muhammad, Shaq, Din, Hazairi & Hairul Afiq. It was fun. We went to kopitiam for our lunch. Then walked to bubble tea shop. 2nd time went out with them. Sekali-sekala dengan budak NCC & Express stream ~
Haha.
So they were talking about their POP later which is today. Haha. So good Red Cross & NCC POP already. Hmm, currently waiting for NPCC POP. They always delay. Entah la sampai bila boleh POP.
Then walk back to school and we were separated. So me & Sammy went back to class, take our papercut knife then walked to Art room. We have only 30mins to do our art since we have 2hours break. So next was English. Did composition. Then next lesson was Art. Papercut again. Jari dah bengkak ~
While i was doing art, i went out to the railing, look at the NCC guys having their POP rehearsal. It was boring. I was waiting for the actual one. So went inside back to continue my papercut. The clock strikes at 6pm sharp. The POP has started. I wasn;t looking at the NCC guys march.
But…..
I was looking at the filed. I saw a half naked guy. It reminds me of someone. He was playing soccer at that upon of time. Then i keep looking at him. I was not sure whether it’s him or not. It’s impossible if he is in the field. It attracts me so much because he have muscles. Sapau guuuy. Heh. I like my boyfriend body shape. He have a nice body figure. I always smack his pantat, grab his arms and pegang muscle dia & punch his stomach. Then he will say tumbuk lagi. Sebab dia tengah keraskan muslces dia. Haha, cute laa baby i ni. Tapi humble eh Abg Sapau.
If it was him, i will run down to the field and say Hello to him & I wanted to apologise & more.
Unfortunately it was not him. Too bad for me then.
Nevermind. Ignore that.
So i saw Farhan, Dzul, Noppadol & more. The art students support their favorites. Haha!
Dad fetched me at 6.50pm. Tomorrow not sure want to go school to do my art or not.
Ouuuh by the way.
I didn’t know that i have a stalker. Haha. Everytime that person will view my blog, view my facebook profile & look out for what i am doing. What for you want to be my stalker? You want to know about my relationship with Asyidiq right? Awak jangan cemburu okay? Asyidiq milik kita 🙂

Shreeeek.

15 Jul

Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.
School was good.
Everyday tired. I have no time to rest.
First period 4E6 & 4E7 habe QSE. A survey before we go to Sec five at Study area. Mrs Yan talks about our school achievements. And ada muka sayang. HAHA. Very proud of him 🙂
Then NPCC got bronze, silver, bronze? Uhmm, forget leeh. But NPCC is the worst uniform group. The others achieved, most of the UG get Silver & Gold. Then we watched a video. Pictures of the Sec Four’s 2007 badge. When we were at Sec Three camp, Sec two camp & Sec one camp. That is the most sweetest paaaaaaaaaaaaaaart! I miss those days. Then i saw my picture when i was Sec 1 & 2. HAHA! Omggggggg. So memorable. I love my school so much.
Okay-okay. The video was so touching. I wanted to cry but i hold my tears. Don’t want to cry infront of my friends. No shame. Hehe.
Next we headed to Computer Lab to do our survey, under MOE.
Mother Tongue went through our assignment. Recess as usual, with Asyidiq. Then Physics. No teacher in class. So talk talk talk. Then maths, omggggg. Otak tak jalan seeey selepas relax. Haha. Once started calculating, then my brain works. So sweep the floor before Mr Ong come. if not, later he will ask any of us to pick the litter. But it’s okay, i help my friends. And its a daily routine for me. Everyday i sweep, mop & more in my house. Soooo, then Mr Ong gave us a worksheet. Then we do it in class. Next was Chemistry but Mr Wan also not in. So continue doing my maths. Rajin tau Dayana. Heh.
After Chemistry was English. I thought it would be boring. But it was fine. I did my homework, thats why me and Mr Lum is in good mood. HAHA! Cikguuuu Sapaaaaaau.
Theeeen, break time went out with Asyidiq & Hazwan. Bought our waffles & bubble tea. Then walk back to school. And after school didn’t meet Asyidiq. He have tuition. Me too. But my dad will be fetching me so i go home later. Went home 6.30pm. Everyday i will be staying back in school. TO bad for boyfriend. Can;t meet him after school and he can’t send me home. I want to do my art. It was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucking tired laaaa siaaaal. Maaf Dayana maki sekejap. How i wish my coursework has finished and i can concentrate on my studies? Hais ~
Sekarang aku kena fikirkan pasal coursework aku yang belum habis ni. 16 more days to hand in to SEAB. Mati laaa aku.
Currently watching MTV. Da rasa ngantuk. Sebentar lagi Dayana mahu tidur.
Selamat Malam Shrek’s & Fiona’s! Hahahahahahaha.
Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.

Aku syg kau.

14 Jul
Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.
Today school was okay.
Reading period was fun. Sat with boyfriend, Anis and his friends. Boyfriend did his homework. While me, Anis, Wan, Luq & Alif talks about NDP ticket & more.
Next lesson was Humanities. Did my work & we got to hand in our assignment on friday. Teacher gave us chance. Recess sat with Asyidiq & friends. Next was art. Cut, cut, cut. My art piece very complicated. I will take a picture if everything has done.
Next was Physics. Mr Sreeni didn’t attend our class. He have workshop. Then next two period Mr Wan lesson, Chemistry. He was not in too. Both of them went to workshop at library. So here we goes, 4E6 perangai mcm Setan. HAHA! Serious speaking okay. There was this chinese woman teacher. She’s short. Wear specs. Her leg got so many veins. Everytime she enter our class, friends will be like OMG! Siaaaaaaan aaaaah! Hahahahahaha. ZhengHao told me not to give her the class diary. Because she will write so many remarks about our class. Then just now when she came in, the first thing she said is “Uhmm.. Police is coming”. Then 4E6 was like WTF? Then all laughed our AAAASSSSSSSSSS OUUUT! Hahahahahaha. She think what, 4E6 Kindergarden kids is it. Waaaaalau weeey. She very funny. She say police will come because the chinese guys playing poker cards. No gambling. Then what happen ah teacher? Police come and arrest them is it? LOL!
So 3 free periods. Then English one period, it was okay.
Break time went out to buy waffle. Sayang mahu waffle redbean dia. Then saw Luq & Alif. They also want to buy waffle. While waiting, boyfriend hug me infront of his friends. Aww 🙂
Sooooo, walked back to school. Bell has rang. Got to go to class. But Physics teacher wasn’t there so me and boyfriend ate at the canteen. He have SS test, but he hack care. He want to spend time with me. Hehe 😀
Then after lunch, he went back to class and i take my art stuffs and go for coursework. Hassan friends was there. Dai Xuan was there too. He give the cheeky smile. Haha! Then Hassan talk talk talk with me. Then went to the guys and look at their canvas. Shahri’s canvas was nice. He painted the tree’s very nice. I loike. Hassan canvas was niceeeeeee too! The wolf very nice. Dabbing also. Good job. Haha. At 4.30pm, end lesson. I went to toilet beside Home-Econ’s room. Then when i came out from the cubicle, i saw a guy standing outside girls toilet. It was Sayang. HAHA! He made me shocked seeeey. Then he say, ” You berak kan? ” Hahahahahahahaha. No okay! Waaaa, so bad eh my boyfriend. I smack pantat cute you baru tau. Then go home together. And home sweet home. Now my boyfriend is studying. So he asked me to sleep first, nanti esok susah nak bangun. Don’t be late kay Sayang.
Goodnight Honeybee.
And friends too.
Assalammua’laikum kawan-kawan.

Goooood.

13 Jul
School was good. As per normal. End class 4.30pm but stayback till 6pm to finish up my art. Today lessons was quite good. First two periods English lesson, Mr Lum was absent. Free period. Do nothing. Do you people know what i will do whenever i have free periods? I will take the broom and sweep the floor in my classroom and corridor. It’s fun okay. You people should do it everyday. Like i did, even though on that day wasn’t my duty. Then throw rubbish. Teacher like it. Mother Tongue was good. Did LC. Next week the students who are taking MT ‘O’ level, there will be LC for us. Recess was per normal. WIth boyfriend ~
Then Humanities good. We did our work. Me, Asyidiq & Anis prefer Mrs Yan wear clothes with sleeves. Then whenever she enter our class, first thing first we will look at her make up. Haha. Sometimes her make up was too thick. The blusher. Haha. Macam ada patch-patch. She’s very cute when smile. SO next lesson was Mathematics, it was goooood. Then Art. I can’t wait to go for out. Why? I want to start on my papercut, the BIG one. 3 more weeks have to submit this. I am not sure i have time or not. Idts. Then break time went outside with boyfriend. Very fun! 😀
After break was Mother Tongue again. Mdm Rohana not in class, she have to go somewhere for oral. Then we did our work. Next was coursewook but teacher say no need to come. So told boyfriend. Boyfriend skip his lesson because he wants to send me home then go Toa Payoh for soccer. Aww, thanks honeybeeeeeeeeeee! 🙂
So mum was at home then he salam and went to toilet. Then we talk here and there. Few mins later he have to go off. Then currently messaging with my sayang.
My baby Asyidiq. HAHA! Zaman 2007 & 2008. I love that white cute boy.